Jul 30, 2008

Forget About Me

i love this song.. thanks iyah

Forget About Me
You said, it wasn't gonna be like it was before.
Then it happened again.
Pushing me back out the door.
Thought it would be for real this time.
Love me forget about the signs.
So now what do i do?
Now that I know that we're through.

Refrain:
Wish that I could move on
Can't let go, it's too strong
Just like that and then you're gone
If this how you wanted it to be?
Everything you had to say
Sent the tears right down my face
Now I'm trying to escape
The misery

Chorus:
Why don't you love me?
The way I'd loved you
It feels so crazy
'Coz I don't know what I did to you
If you're gonna hurt me
Then do it quickly
'Coz I'm tired of cryin'
If you don't wanna stick around
Then, baby forget about me.

Too late, sorry.
I didn't have the chance
You said you were happy
Baby, I don't understand
Gave you everything you asked for
And was ready to give you a lot more
I would've given you the world
Right in the palm of your hand.

Refrain:
Wish that I could move on
Can't let go, it's too strong
Just like that and then you're gone
Was this how you wanted it to be?
Everything you had to say
Sent the tears right down my face
Now I'm trying to escape
The misery

Chorus:
Why don't you love me?
The way I'd loved you
It feels so crazy
'Coz I don't know what I did to you
If you're gonna hurt me
Then do it quickly
'Coz I'm tired of cryin'
If you don't wanna stick around
Then, baby forget about me.

Boy, my heart was true
And that you can't deny
Don't be a fool
And walk away from all the lies
It's up to you
'Coz heaven knows I've tried
Tell me you're still in love.

Chorus:
Why don't you love me?
The way I'd loved you
It feels so crazy
'Coz I don't know what I did to you
If you're gonna hurt me
Then do it quickly
'Coz I'm tired of cryin'
If you don't wanna stick around
Then, baby forget about me.

Forget about me
I really love you.

Jul 18, 2008

a letter to the one that GOD has prepared for me

I stumbled upon this wonderful and good read letter... made me believe in love again... hehehe

"a letter to the one that GOD has prepared for me"

dear...

i am wondering at this very minute if you are thinking of me. if like me, you are wondering what is taking us so long to find each other. many times i thought i finally found you only to be disillusioned by the fact that my wait has not yet ended. i get up each morning hoping. dreaming. longing to meet you.

i am thinking of how we will meet. would it be as romantic as the ones i've seen in movies? or is it possible that i have known you all my life but we have yet to realize that we are meant for each other? oh how i wish you were here right now because you are the only one who has the answers to all my questions.

Sometimes i ask myself if i have ever really known LOVE. i do not have the answer to that question either but i believe that, more often than not, we will never really know what love is until we find that right person. and since i have not found you yet, then maybe i do not really know what love is.

you just don't know how often i dream of finally knowing what it feels like to be in your arms. even at this very moment i am imagining how you will simply sweep me off my feet! perhaps i would be drawn to you by your smile, or your eyes, or maybe even how you manage to make me laugh by your silly little ways. i don't really know for sure but i am praying that God will help me recognize you when the right time comes. i think of all the pain that i have gone through and of how much i cried since the day i began my search. i just wanted you to know that i find strength in clinging onto my vision of the beautiful life ahead of me. the life i shall spend with you. in my mind and in my heart i know that you are worth all the pain and sacrifice.


After all, the tears have become a part of my life, and i believe that they are slowly washing away my flaws so that i would become perfect. not perfect in its truest sense, but perfect for YOU! i wonder if you've gone through so much pain as well. I wonder if you've been hurt so many times along the journey. BUT my dearest one, please don't ever give p because i am right here... patiently waiting for you... i assure you that when we finally find each other, i would slowly heal those wounds by my love.

at night, i would look out my window and stare at the beautiful sky, hoping that somehow you are looking up and wondering about me too. i utter a silent prayer and send all my cries to the heavens above, thinking that in time they would reach you. and when i feel impatient, i just close my eyes and believe that you are on your way and that you are longing to see me as well. it's funny but when i finally fall asleep, it is still you i think of, for you are always in my dreams. it seems that for now, that is the only place where i can hold on to you. long enough to tell you how much i love you. in my dreams you would kiss away my fears and wrap me with tour arms of love.

and this, all the more makes me want to wake up and face the new day ahead of me with hope that soon enough, you will no longer be a dream but a reality and once again i am assured that you are worth the wait. and when that time comes, everything will fall into its place, just as i had imagined, just as i had thought and dreamed, just as i believed it would be... by then i would simply look back and smile at all that i have gone through, in spite of the pain and amidst the simple joys of life. and i would be very thankful because they all led me to you!

in the meantime, take care of yourself foe me. hold on to our dream and don't even think of letting go. believe in your heart that we will find each other no matter what happens. God has planned the course and it is up to us to follow the directions. don’t worry, don't be afraid about getting lost. God saw to it that all the roads, no matter which one you choose to follow, lead to me.

The Dark Knight (Batman Movie)

Rating:★★★★★
Category:Movies
Genre: Action & Adventure
I'm sooo overwhelmed when my cousin mhei told me that we have tickets for the Dark Knight Special Screening at IMAX theater in SM Mall of Asia... I was so excited... and it indeed satisfy my craving for action and suspense.. hehe.. sobrang galing... I was never a fan of Heath Ledger, but he amazed me with his portrayal of Joker... the part was really for him... too bad he's now gone... but he did leave a legacy! you guys, have to watch dark knight! galing talaga! lorraine and i enjoyed it so much.. uulitun ko talaga... and mas maganda pag sa IMAX ulet hehe

Jul 16, 2008

Janella Gaw's Birthday!

Start:     Jul 26, '08 3:00p
End:     Jul 26, '08 7:00p
Location:     Ark Avilon Zoo
I have tons of things to do pa... hayyy

PIFGEX 2008

Start:     Jul 18, '08 12:00a
End:     Jul 20, '08 01:00a
Location:     World Trade Center, Pasay, Philippines
Philippine International Flora and Fauna Garden Expo


Jul 13, 2008

I'm a Spontaneous Idealist

Spontaneous Idealist (SI)

 

Spontaneous Idealists are creative, lively and open-minded persons. They are humorous and dispose of a contagious zest for life. Their enthusiasm and sparkling energy inspires others and sweeps them along. They enjoy being together with other people and often have an uncanny intuition for their motivations and potential. Spontaneous Idealists are masters of communication and very amusing and gifted entertainers. Fun and variety are guaranteed when they are around. However, they are sometimes somewhat too impulsive in dealing with others and can hurt people without really meaning to do so, due to their direct and sometimes critical nature.

 

This personality type is a keen and alert observer; they miss nothing which is going on around them. In extreme cases, they tend to be oversensitive and exaggeratedly alert and are inwardly always ready to jump. Life for them is an exciting drama full of emotionality. However, they quickly become bored when things repeat themselves and too much detailed work and care is required. Their creativity, their imaginativeness and their originality become most noticeable when developing new projects and ideas - they then leave the meticulous implementation of the whole to others. On the whole, Spontaneous Idealists attach great value to their inner and outward independence and do not like accepting a subordinate role. They therefore have problems with hierarchies and authorities.

 

If you have a Spontaneous Idealist as your friend, you will never be bored; with them, you can enjoy life to the full and celebrate the best parties. At the same time, they are warm, sensitive, attentive and always willing to help. If Spontaneous Idealists have just fallen in love, the sky is full of violins and their new partners are showered with attention and affection. This type then bubbles over with charm, tenderness and imagination. But, unfortunately, it soon becomes boring for them once the novelty has worn off. Boring everyday life in a partnership is not for them so that many Spontaneous Idealists slip from one affair into another. However, should the partner manage to keep their curiosity alive and not let routine and familiarity gain the upper hand, Spontaneous Idealists can be inspiring and loving partners.

 

 

Adjectives which describe your type

 

spontaneous, enthusiastic, idealistic, extroverted, theoretical, emotional, relaxed, friendly, optimistic, charming, helpful, independent, individualistic, creative, dynamic, lively, humorous, full of zest for life, imaginative, changeable, adaptable, loyal, sensitive, inspiring, sociable, communicative, erratic, curious, open, vulnerable

 

 

These subjects could interest you

 

Literature, art, music, parties, concerts, travel, dancing, eating out, joint pleasure

 

kopiroti...lovelife...nada

one of the things happened last week when i was disconnected to the web.. was the production (joy, clau and me) reunited again, after ilang weeks na di nagkikita kita... so we head to ....KOPIROTI as always... but this time, we're with francis... joy's new bf... hayyyy ako na nman ang single sa group... good thing my trusted hot chocolate, coffee bun and soft boiled egg completed my day... ok lang walang jowa... hehehe

Jul 11, 2008

world wide web... i'm back!

whew, finally... after more than a week that i have been disconnected in the net.. yeah baby, im back! well apparently smartbro had a problem with their cellsite..

well a lot of things happened, i got an unexpected call from an ex from dubai.. he's coming home na in december... hmmm then he sent me his current pix via mms...

and yesterday... i went home... to my original family.. hehe it was Prime Orienteer's Orientation for the New and Senior Zoo Guides...i was invited as a Guest Speaker i realized how much i miss them... makes me think twice if i had made the right decision... hayyyy

really sure hope that i do